Post by Natasha Black on Jul 29, 2021 8:54:11 GMT -5
Tash
after Quil left she felt as though her world was caving in on her. She felt like a shell not good enough for someone to love. Like she was thrown away. She basically felt like her pack didn't care and she was just to get over it. So she pulled away from everyone. Not even going out on patrols so she couldn't let the others hear her thoughts. She spent most of her days alone. Barley getting out of her room.
Seth invited her to prom and she only went hoping someone more would care. Seth was only there beside him kind of understood because of the Leah Sam and Emily thing. Catcher didn't know what was going on in her life so having someone disconnected was nice. But she was still withdrawn, not herself completely hoping Quil would come back. She was scared to let go of him not knowing what would happen to herself. She was too scared to accept how the person who was supposed to be her other half just didn’t want her anymore, and because she was damaged goods never able to love anyone else as deeply and selflessly.
Tash 2.0
Catcher coming back to face things gave her the confidence to face her own fears. So after she jumps and her imprint is broken she doesn't want to be the girl she was before.
She didn't want to be the precious little wolf girl that the others saw her as before; she wanted to have control of her own life and choices and not let fate decide if for her.
Doesn't want to wear her heart on her sleeve hides things by acting flirty so if she shows feeling they are disguised. She doesn't want to be broken again or break someone the way she was.
She wants to keep an emotional distance from everyone, because you can't feel like you lost something if there is no real connection there
She cares about Catcher so much that she is too scared to tell him because she doesn't want to hold him back from his future. She might even love him but doesn't want to say it out loud because it might destroy what she feels she has with him.
She doesn't want to break his heart so she thinks if she acts flirty like a bunch of the other girls he won't feel like she cares more than having some fun.
She is scared if she ever sees Quil again, she could imprint again.
after Quil left she felt as though her world was caving in on her. She felt like a shell not good enough for someone to love. Like she was thrown away. She basically felt like her pack didn't care and she was just to get over it. So she pulled away from everyone. Not even going out on patrols so she couldn't let the others hear her thoughts. She spent most of her days alone. Barley getting out of her room.
Seth invited her to prom and she only went hoping someone more would care. Seth was only there beside him kind of understood because of the Leah Sam and Emily thing. Catcher didn't know what was going on in her life so having someone disconnected was nice. But she was still withdrawn, not herself completely hoping Quil would come back. She was scared to let go of him not knowing what would happen to herself. She was too scared to accept how the person who was supposed to be her other half just didn’t want her anymore, and because she was damaged goods never able to love anyone else as deeply and selflessly.
Tash 2.0
Catcher coming back to face things gave her the confidence to face her own fears. So after she jumps and her imprint is broken she doesn't want to be the girl she was before.
She didn't want to be the precious little wolf girl that the others saw her as before; she wanted to have control of her own life and choices and not let fate decide if for her.
Doesn't want to wear her heart on her sleeve hides things by acting flirty so if she shows feeling they are disguised. She doesn't want to be broken again or break someone the way she was.
She wants to keep an emotional distance from everyone, because you can't feel like you lost something if there is no real connection there
She cares about Catcher so much that she is too scared to tell him because she doesn't want to hold him back from his future. She might even love him but doesn't want to say it out loud because it might destroy what she feels she has with him.
She doesn't want to break his heart so she thinks if she acts flirty like a bunch of the other girls he won't feel like she cares more than having some fun.
She is scared if she ever sees Quil again, she could imprint again.